It is hard to support you and be here for you when it seems like you are pulling further away again everyday. I am not okay with lying awake and wondering when you’ll feel like coming home. I know today was a tough day, but I’ve been trying to make sure that home is a nice place to be…hasn’t it been? You need to remember that I’m dealing with enough serious and legitimate insecurities right now- going back to worrying about our marriage isn’t fair. Once in a while I could understand, but I’m scared you’re just going to start making more and more excuses again- because that’s what you’ve done this week. You wouldn’t just come out and say, “well, I’m going out for a few beers”. It scares me to think that I felt like things were better and you were being honest and now I’m not so sure. I’m not mad. I’m really dissappointed, and sad, and getting confused. It stinks. It just stinks. Good night.
Never let it be said that I’ve minced words about how I feel… if you are “reading into” this at all then you are missing out on the simplicty of the naked, brutal truth that I am offering you.
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